I’m.tired.of.believing
I’m.tired.of.believing
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明日にはまた日本語ブログ投稿します！
Do you guys know the feeling….
Of believing in something for so long….
And having it ripped from your heart at the last minute…..?
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WELL THIS FANFIC I JUST READ DID A DAMN GOOD JOB AT DOING EXACTLY THAT!
IT’S CURRENTLY 5AM
I’VE BEEN COMPLETELY INVESTED IN THIS ONE FIC FOR THE WHOLE ENTIRE 🚫❗️❌🈲DAY!!
I WAS SO READY FOR MY TWO BABIES TO BE HAPPY WITH EACHOTHER.
SO.READY.
IM SO SORRY FOR CONSTANTLY WRITING ABOUT MY ADDICTION FOR FANFICS BUT I NEED TO HAVE MY VOICE BE HEARD!
HOW DARE SHE??? THE AUTHOR???
RIP MY HEART OUT???
MAKE MY BABIES SUFFER SO MUCH???
WHEN THERE’S ONLY 20 MORE PAGES LEFT OF THIS WHOLE FIC??
WOOPTY DOO I WONDER IF THEIR RELATIONSHIP’S EVER GONNA BE FIXED! OH WAIT NO IT WONT BECAUSE THerE’S onLy 20MorE PAges! AGHHH
IF THIS FIC WASN’T SO LONG I WOULDN’T BE THIS FRUSTRATED!
I LITERALLY SHED HOURS OFF OF MY LIFE TO FINISH THIS FIC AND IT LEAVES ME EMPTY!
BUT NOT EVEN A HURT BUT REASSURING EMPTY LIKE ALL THE OTHERS!
JUST EMPTY!
SCREAMS IN ITALIAN
IT HAS BEEN CONFIRMED THE DEVIL IS REAL.
Oh my god.
I cannot trust ANYBODY IN THIS WORLD
“one for one all for themselves” is the new freakin SAYING BECAUSE OBVIOUSLY THE WORLD IS AGAINST ME THIS VERY SECOND
screeches in mandarin
pulls hair out in Cantonese
sheds tears in Japanese
suffers in French
I don’t think I’m ever going to recover from this heartbreak.
Oh god is this what heartbreak feels like. OH MAN IT’S LITERALLY PAIN. LIKE PHYSICAL PAIN. MY HEART IS IN PAIN
okay I proceeded to read the 20pages left with a little hope that maybe there’ll be a happily ever after
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NOPE.
STOP THIS!
STOP OMG WHAT IN THE LIVING 🔞IS THIS!!??
EXCUSE ME? HOW CAN YOU- HOW CAN ANYBODY-????
eXcuSE mE!???!??!?!??!??!!!
okay. Actually excuse me. I think I need some time away from this world to get my life together again.
Good night from 5am (6am now that I’m done writing this)
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明天还会再发日语博客的哦！
大家懂那种感觉吗....
坚持相信了那么久的事情....
却在最后一刻被人从心里硬生生地给剜走了.....？
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没错！我刚刚读的那篇同人文，简直是完美地做到了这一点！
现在是凌晨5点
我这一整整 🚫❗️❌🈲天，全都陷在这一篇同人里了！！
我明明都准备好要看我的两个宝贝甜甜蜜蜜地在一起了。
准。备。好。了。
真的很抱歉我一直发这种对同人文上瘾的事，但我必须发出我的呐喊！
她（作者）怎么敢的啊？？？
把我的心都挖空了？？？
让我的宝贝们承受这么多痛苦？？？
这整篇文都只剩下最后20页了好吗？？
呜呼，我还在想他们的关系还能不能修复呢！噢，等等，并不能，因为就、剩、20、页、了！啊啊啊啊！！
如果这篇文没这么长，我也不会这么挫败了！
我真的是把我人生中的好几个小时都搭进去了，才把它读完，结果留给我的只有空虚！
但这甚至不是像其他文那样，虽然心痛但还能带来慰藉的空虚！
纯纯就是空虚！
*用意大利语尖叫*
已经石锤了，恶魔是真实存在的。
天呐。
这世上我谁都不能相信了
由于此时此刻整个世界都在针对我，“人人为我，我为人人”已经成了“人人为我，各顾各的”！
*用中文尖叫*
*用粤语抓狂*
*用日语流泪*
*用法文痛苦受难*
我觉得我永远都无法从这次心碎里走出来了。
天啊，这就是心碎的感觉吗。噢老天，这真的是实实在在的痛啊。像是物理层面的疼痛。我的心真的好痛
*好的，我抱着最后一点点可能会有“从此幸福快乐”的希望，继续读完了剩下的20页*
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没。有。
快停下！
快停下，天呐，这到底是 🔞什么玩意儿！！？？
不好意思？你怎么敢——怎么有人能——？？？？？
打扰了！！？？？！？？！？？！？？！？？！！！
好的。真的打扰了。我觉得我需要暂时远离一下这个世界，重新整顿一下我的生活。
来自凌晨5点（写完这篇已经6点了）的晚安。
